Wednesday, October 19, 2005


I've put up some back dated things... poems, blog notes from another place I used to post on... so please check archives if you are looking for new things.



Eye of the Beholder

When two hearts touch and collide as one,
Space, distance and number of miles no longer matter.
Rather, they become the path to happiness.
A struggle one must take,
For the feeling of completeness,
And for finally being whole.
For now, meeting in the mind is a blessing,
Imagining the times to come.
Knowing what might be,
Is fading into the edges of what truly is.
Confident in the fact that dreams,
Can become truth.
Close your eyes and take a deep breath.
Which eye opens first?
The one filled with hope and faith?
Or the one clouded by doubt and questions?
Brush the clouds away.
For when you do,
You will see.
You will see love.
Painful at times.
But real.

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

being sick sucks

Once again I'm under the weather. I'm thinking that part of it is due to exhaustion. Another part of it is eating chicken that sat too long at the Speech & Debate tournament that I went to a few days ago. I was fine until then. Heck -I even went home sick from work - which I normally NEVER do... and am going to miss yet another day of work tomorrow. To those that know me best, know that I don't like even the idea of leaving my students in the lurch... so must not be doing well at all to stay home and "leave 'em hanging". ::le sigh::

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Is it Sunday Yet?

Some people crave Fridays... when the "work week" is over. HA! Friday isn't the ending point for me. Saturday afternoon and sometimes Saturday evening is the quitting time for me. You'd think being that I work in education, I'd get the entire weekend to recoup and rest up. Again - not the case for me. I can't complain too badly though, the extra work is something that I asked for - not to mention it's something I need so that I can have a bit of extra money for little things like... gas in my car (to go back and forth to work) and food (to eat on my way to and from work). Can you tell yet that my life revolves around my work?

Once work is over, my life revolving goes another way... mainly around a group of persons, a few in particular. One of whom I got the pleasure of speaking to- which did my heart and peace-of-mind rather good. Person one, "Mule" or Heather, was at a "me time" thingy so I didn't get to talk to her. The 'rents... well, I talked to them and all is well on their home front - they have power: yey!. Third person on my top three list... is neither last nor is he least... he'd be the one that did my heart some good this evening.

I know this was completely out of the blue - but such is insomniac postings.


Monday, October 03, 2005


I so did not want to get out of bed this morning. Here it is, 645... I don't have to be at work until 8am... and it only takes me 15 minutes to get there... boy oh boy am I considering going back to bed for a good 15-20 minutes. Hmmm... to snooze or not to snooze :that is the question of the morning.

Sunday, October 02, 2005

I got this in my work email and thought it darn funny
I hope you enjoy!

Saturday, October 01, 2005

another work in progress

In this darkened life, I've found a light. A light that finally makes me feel safe, comforted, loved and even a little challenged at times. Equally, there is a longing to see you feel the same. I do not want to be your leader, nor do I want to be lead. Rather, I want the ability to walk beside you. My words and my promises are just that, until they are backed up with the everyday actions of real life. Not even my lifetime, from this moment on, would be enough by half to accomplish with you, all the things I want to. Yet, I want to spend the time that we are given, trying to do just that.